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Saturday, February 5, 2011 / 12:40 AM
th day i felt that i'm a failure..
Today i was sleeping at home until about 4pm, i woke up. i called baby, and she said to me that she will come over to my place to look for me. so i waited for her. Her dad drop her at Northpoint. then i go down with my bike to pick her. but she alr walked to th nee soon cc there. so i go pass there and pick her up.
After that, she at my house slack or mayb can say as rest there..
then about like 9pm like that i leave my house with her coming with me to go over to eryi's house there. After that we go there and had our dinner there, thats like about like 10pm alr. so its about 11pm like that i need to send baby home, But i didn't send her home. in my heart was like thinking i wanted to send her home. but i also want to accompany my cousins and my family. Cause i didn't meet them like quite long alr. can say almost reaching about a year alr??
So i stayed and left baby alone on th cab. now i just felt very guilty... i feel like i'm so hopeless to be a angel's baby. Even though she has alr forgiven me, but i still can't forgive me foolish act. and i actually broke my knuckle when i was pissed off. cause she didn't even want to listen to me. i just feel so fucked up with myself. disappointed in myself.
i'm Sorry my angel baby... Wanying <3>
